sakit haty!!

......geram tol rase aty aq nie....sume nyer aq wat x btol..aq ni pntg lg lam ati atau x?or ko mmg da x syg aq? slme ni aq diam jer....tp smp ble harus aq diam mcmni? jujo aq ckp yg slme nie aq pndam perasaan mrh, skt hati n sdh aq....slme nie aq rase aq xley nk bersuare lgsg ngn ko..pe aq wat mst ko nk mrh.... aq nie x pntg kn bg ko!! yup!!! mmg........aq x pntg bg ko, sbb tu ko sng2 wat aq mcmnie... x smp sthun pon lg aq duk cni, pasni aq akn pg tglkn ko dan xtw ble lg kte akn jmpe...myb dpt jmp or mybe x...kalo ad jdoh adlaa....tp seandainyer mmg ko n aq xde jdoh aq redha sbb sume nyer tuhan yg tentukn...kalo ko nk tw sbb pe slme nie aq mrh2 n badmud...it all bout ur false!!! honestly....... aq rse idop aq syi wlaupon ko ade...ko x pnh nk sygkn aq mcmne org lain wat kt awex dye...kdg2 aq cemburu tgk kwan2 aq yg ade pkwe mkwe bhgia sgt ngn psgn msg2,..tp aq????????? tiap2 hari mkan hati ngn ko... ko x pnh nk mglah utk aq....ko x pnh nk mnje kn aq spt mne yg aq nk...aq x pnh nk nilaikn harte kekayaan ko...sbb aq tahu itu sume bole kte dpt kalo usha sndri....aq phm keadaan ko... tp aq bkn nk tu sume...aq nk ksh syg n cnta yg ikhlas dr ko..pnh ko ty smeade ko x ckop perfect lg bg aq or x...mmg slme nie ko bk ngn aq byk tlg aq...aq time ksh sgt2, tp ntah laaa.....aq x rse ko ikhlas syg aq........sbb ko sngup biakn air mate aq menitis dr pp tiap2 kali kte bergado....aq sllu mngis sbb ko!!! aq mngs sbb aq syg ko...tp ko x pnh nk phm n hargai dri aq....thaks for everything...aq insan dlm kesedihan...... :((